Round Three: Bust

A few weeks ago Lance and I went in to embark on our 3rd IUI.  I was supposed to find out this past week, and the result is negatory! It's weird to me how I lack really any emotion other than "well this is lame."  I don't know if it is because I've already experienced almost every emotion when it comes to this process and I just didn't believe it was going to happen and thus it wasn't much of a surprise, or if I am just disappointed.  Unsure.  Well, since we are at our half way point we have a couple big decisions to make.  Over the past couple of weeks I have spoken with many of my friend who have gone through similar situations and their last stop was a fertility clinic.  Each one of them said "it was the hardest decision I've had to make, but totally worth it."  Each one of them went to different fertility clinics and said they were awesome which makes choosing just ONE a little more challenging.  The closest and the one I would probably want to go to doesn't accept our insurance, so that was an easy choice.  The second closest one has really sketch reviews, so I already said we won't go here, and the third closest one is in ..... PLEASANT GROVE. AH! that is kinda far away!

Lance has been on the "lets see a specialist" train since the 2nd one didn't work, but I've been holding back because I just have never viewed us as the type to be defined as needing a "fertility center," but alas I caved and gave them a call.  Good thing I did, because the next soonest appointment is August 27th... which means I will continue at my doctors office completing IUI #4 and #5 before we even get an initial consultation at the clinic.  I couldn't even imagine having gone through all 6 IUI treatments... then making the phone call, and then having to wait another 2 months! Needless to say, it is a great backup plan to have an appointment scheduled and hey, if in the next two months we get a +, then YAY and I can just cancel the appointment!